我现在的情绪还是很不稳定,我真的不敢相信我毕业了 ♥
现在的感觉真的很不想毕业了,感觉很不踏实,但看到朋友们上传的照片,无可否认.. 我们真的毕业了
朋友们,我真的真的超不舍得的..坐在电脑前面的我, 眼泪还是在眼眶里打滚了再滚,根本就无法控制,能想象到你们在我心目中的位置吗? 是超过一半的想象.. 不知道大家是否有同感.. 在台上准备走向前拿毕业文凭的时刻,我告诉自己''接了文凭后,你就毕业了''..不久,毕业歌曲响了.. 朋友们都一边跟着节奏拍手一边哼着..那一时刻,我有在问自己 '' 这样就毕业了 '' ? 我心里是有满满的毕业气氛,但我却还没有想哭的念头..知道一个王八蛋出现..他在HIGH中突然哭了,这不要紧..当他抱我的那一刻,我的眼泪无法忍受..最后还是流了下来 ♥
这一滴一滴的眼泪,是说明着我们的友情是多么多啊..我们经历了超多的事情,真的很爱你们 ♥

Xiao Yang ♥ 秀仪
当我和我的超好朋友 [秀仪] 拍照时, 他的一句话 ' 再见 ' 也令我眼泪哔哩啪啦的流下来..为他流的眼泪比较激情..毕竟我和他的友谊比较长久~ 11 年的友谊.. 不是每个人能经历到的.. 在这11年期间 我们有吵吵闹闹.. 想回去..真的好难过好幼稚啊..但我们还是熬过了这些难关.. 我一年级就和他同班了.. 1,2,3年纪 1,2,3B ♥ 6年纪 6A ♥ Form 1,2 1H 2G.. 真的真的好难得.. 想起你以前疯狂于 ' 你现在的男朋友 ' 真的蛮好笑.. 很开心你最后得到他啦..还那么甜蜜 恋爱到今时今日.. 我真的觉得你们好幸福快乐 ♥ 朋友.. 我爱你.. 记得不要忘记我 , 好吗? :'(

Bird ♥ Albert 
其实我和他认识不算很久, 是在去年2011年认识的..其实我也不知道何时我们的感情变得那么好..他是一位自闭卡劳..他天天关闭自己在家里..他的爱好是躺在自己的床上看着天花板 ♥ 他曾经被一段感情狠狠的伤害过.. 当时还没走出迷惑的他,我们怎么劝也劝不了,天天自暴自弃, 别看他乖乖样,其实他的脾气也不好 =='' 发起脾气来,不是人可以忍受的.. 他是一位不错交的朋友, 有心事可以和他分享..他会安慰你.. 在补习的时候, 我们常常互相欺负对方.. 臭鸟儿.. 毕业了.. 就没得再补习了, 到时后的你, 会不会回想天天欺负我的场景呢? 他有了 LESEN , 好像第一个载的人就是我叻, 嘻嘻.. 我的荣幸 ♥ 他有个目标, 就是在 30岁 前能成功买到属于自己的一间 SEMI-D , 鸟儿.. 我相信你能做到, 加油加油 ! ♥

Miao ♥ Pearly
喵喵喵喵~ 每天说自己肥的猫咪 ><'' 口中天天说着减肥, 但嘴巴却重来没有听过.. 他最不喜欢的东西就是肚腩和便秘,嘻嘻.. 他最喜欢红豆之类的东西..还有就是木瓜, 每次下课他总会买一条木瓜, 应该是木瓜有助于排泄,嘻嘻..他很讲求营养, 所以很健康很苗条.. 哈哈~ 我很佩服他的坚强独立, 天天独自塔巴士从 LANGAT 下来 KAJANG 补习 , 我总会在想, 换作是我, 我肯定做不到.. 他很勤劳.. 差不多每天晚上都会温习功课.. 一边听歌一边习作, 结果 4个小时里面, 3个小时在轻唱 只有1小时在温习 :) 我很喜欢他的照片, 很有艺术感.. 他以后要读 DESIGN 之类的.. 他的身上已经流着艺术的血液, 我也相信他以后一定很成功, 到时有名了, 我请你帮我 DESIGN 时, 拜托给我一个 90% 折扣.. 有空记得来个电话, 约我去看电影啊, 毕业后我会很想念你的 ♥

Cincai ♥ Vege
接下来是''青菜''啦, 我们的友谊也不能看小.. 也有整整11年的友谊了 ♥ 3年纪的时候, 我还在他家住过呢.. 他的妈咪,爸爸, 大姐姐, 妹妹都很好.. 还记得吗? '' 我跟妈咪讲 '' 嘻嘻 ♥ 我和他经历的事情也不会比别人少, 我还记得我们以前常常通电话 '' 蕃薯爸爸 蕃薯妈妈 笨蛋爸爸 笨蛋妈妈 '' 还记得吗? 还是还常常POTENG PAKTUO呢! 可是那都是以前的事来的..想起他在转校时,我超难过的, 你这个笨菜还记得吗? 那时我们都在做着超级助教.. 我知道你就快转校了, 但却又不和别人说.. 那时的你,有什么能瞒得过我呢? 我一看就知道你超不愿意转校,还很不开心呢.. 我拉你进小天地..问一问.. 你就眼泪哔哩啪啦的流下来.. 唉~ 那时我也跟着一起哭了,我也超不想你转校的.. 我很记得那时你告诉我 ''我能诉苦讲心事的对象不多,你是其中一个能让我讲心事的'' 那时我真的很感动咯 :') 你那是还担心新的环境,可是如今看到你在新学校和朋友拍的照片,我知道你很开心..已经适应了.. 但就和我们4只动物有了点距离..李洺慧!! 拜托你不要忘记我们的感情, 那可是经历过很多很多东西的感情.. 我不会忘记你, 希望你也一样.. 坦白说,我很想念以前的你.. 我爱你 ♥ :') 

Dog ♥ Yao
狗先生,接下来是你啦..你啊..Hmmm.. 无话可说..哈哈哈 X) 开玩笑.. 至于你, 我要和你说声万分抱歉..之前的伤害真的不是故意的, 我知道你会说'若当初听你的话,如今就不会被他一次又一次的抛离' 对不对叻? 所谓经一事,长一智麻, 你就大人有大量原谅我吧..如今我是真的看清看透了,不会再傻了,就听你的,嘻嘻 ♥ 谢谢你,每次在我被抛弃的时候都对我不离不弃..很开心交到你这位朋友.. 中三的时候..我记得每一次上 SCIENCE 在 LAB 的时候你都躺在我的手,整个小孩子一样..哈哈, 你曾答应要亲手煮东西给我吃,直到如今都还没呈现,真的不守信用的家伙啊! 但没关系,我有的是时间,我慢慢等..♥别想耍赖就好..你还答应以后要做我的24小时 ONCALL 司机..等你有LESEN..你的电话还不天天响吗?哈哈哈..你这动物没有脾气,所以和你交朋友都很开心..你的自愿是BAKER..希望我能吃到你亲手做的蛋糕而不是寿包,嘻嘻 ♥

其他的朋友, 等照片上传了, 我再一个一个慢慢的写出我们的点点滴滴..我都很舍不得大家

Bless.. ❤

每次打开总有很多惊讶

我知道是自己多来多收去跟踪人家

一次一次甜蜜

我心如刀割

:(

 

我知道这一切没可能

我也没有想过我们之间的可能 

但就是会有一种莫名奇怪的感觉

對著我自己承諾

遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容
不算什么

愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯

早一點解脫

❤

誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了

想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

❤

你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了

賴著你死都不放掉

借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

 

❤

我知道我行

我现在只希望自己能赶快离开加影

赶快搬家 好让自己逃避说有的问题

重新做人

我会让你知道你是错的

叶素妤

加油!

 ❤

Silent LIFE ❤

Silent LIFE ❤

I love the life with silent .. just alone.. do anything thing that you want :)
I had stop my tuition for 1 month.. the life without tuition is NICE ❤ but I can do it continue because i know EXAM is near by me @@'' what a sad case :(
Morning school , after school have a lunch , after lunch have a nap , after nap have a drama , after drama have a chat , after chat have some fun , after fun have a dinner , after dinner have a drama again , after drama have a sweetie bed :D The perfect life  . ENJOY ❤


I love my study life too.. in the class if 5J , the friends all such as SAKAI..
crazy at all non-stop :) ❤

ADDMATH's teacher ..
I DISLIKE YOU , what did you teach , did you know ? Everyday just sing and dance in the class , walao!! if not just share your stuff to us ..said your brain so pain , have a operation long time ago , the memory lost WHAT WHAT WHAT ==''

can you teach your addmath enough? and please teach as much as you can , dont photostat to each and fill in the blank , that all == walao , how can we learn ? learn about nothing lor , xiao jie





Tomorrow is the ACCOUNT QUIZ competition
can i cancel it ? I don't want to have those pressure competition == HATE IT





Just alone .. It's nice to my life too :)
❤

Bless ❤

 Friend~ FUCKSER !! What are you doing right now ? I;m so unluckt at all, did you know? til now , i didn't visit you .. BAD luck.. hope you will forgive me.. 

You this Fuckser.. Make a lot of friends worry about you , did you know ? please recover as well as soon..you are the 1st friends in my life that do operation..HATE YOU .. you are my best friend.. how can you did it ? :(

i recall back my memories that about you at all .. you are the one who care to me when i'm upset ..you are the important in my life too.. my friendship list still need your name inside it.. please be strong, we will accompany to you.. 

JetYeng always went to hospital and visit you .. she really your best friends :)

so .. you must fast recover.. i'm so hurt to when your wound is crazying with you..please be patient.. it will ago..after that , we go nim teh and have a supper again..okey?

Hmm, i want thanks to a person who share a lot if thing to me.. She was the one that i angry before .. I'm so sorry :(  Finally , I innervate and asked she a lot a stupid guy thing.. she so friendly to answer me too.. ❤

Now a day , i always escape from the problem what that i face ..It's the way that can i protect myself.. recently, I insomnia badly.. it so bad!!! I hate it.. when did i awake from those Fxxx thing ? Haiz.. I'm so Emo .. ==''

 

  

That is me.. EMO guy :(

 

策划? ❤

我现在应该要做什么? 昨夜失眠的夜晚,原因在于那里?
好犹豫..


真的有许多的问题停留在我的脑海里,我应该要怎么去解答?



从学业开始吧..
我已经冷落了学业一阵子了,我对于我的补习中心,好像抱着失望..
我也不知道要怎么样去解释我的感觉..
总觉得他们对我的并不是信心满满的期待..
当你努力考取还不错的成绩,为何他们的口中会说出我是幸运者? 而不想想我的努力?
我不聪明,真的,我记忆差..我必须比别人付出更多..开始温习了,背重要资料了,那种种压力来了,我是个普通人,那种压力好难受,有谁可以真真的去明白我? 我眼泪在眼眶打滚,心里的压力不断令到我的头好痛,哭是身体自然的舒解压力吧? 可是他们却说我很恐怖,不敢要求我读书或什么之类的,我的努力他们却看着为恐怖..这种心情,又有谁知道呢?

如果有的选择,我真的并不想读书,我也很辛苦,为何我要那么辛苦?我的辛苦,又有谁能去了解?我该怎么去面对?那些坚持都不见了,令到我好不想再读书 :'(



爱情如今对我而言并没有任何的影响,因为我已经放开好久了
这不是影响我不想去求学的原因 :)




至于家庭,过的很美满 ❤
朋友到常到我家,有说有笑,很开心 :)




我的未来,会是如何?
我应该要如何去策划我的未来?
我的路应该要怎么去选择才是最明确的?

朋友 ❤

你那孩子般的脾气,真让我受不了

你那孩子般的动作,真让我忍不住

这一切让我的感觉变了,总期待看看你那傻傻样的行动 ❤

先声说明,

这不是爱情,这是一种亲切的感觉

就这是单纯的觉得他好可爱好可爱 :)

我好像从来都没有尝试过这种感觉,真的好棒 ❤

我的脑海总会有期待想看看你对着我不断做出的傻样子

我的忧烦就会跑掉,然后开开心心的配合与你

这种感觉还蛮像一家人的,大家一起很开心 :)

即使我的心情真的很低落,看见大家聊聊天的对话,我嘴角总会向上挂 :)

还有一位朋友,他人圆圆的,但他的对话真的很幽默

只要他出声,大家总会开开心心的被他的话给'顶'了一下

真的好佩服他的头脑与思想,转数好快 ❤

这些朋友,哪里找?

这些快乐,那里交换?

我很珍惜 :D

❤

 

 

加油加油就好了 ❤

昨日

单打,第一场就输了

承认自己真的太弱了,但其中一个原因也因为地板太滑 :(

女生双打,赢了第一场

其实感觉还蛮不好的,我好像令到朋友们吵架了..感觉好不好受..对不起 :(

在双打时,我把鞋子给脱了.最后脚起了好多水泡.谢谢我的队友,他配合我好多好多,谢谢你 ❤

今天

混双,第一场打赢了,还给自己的朋友 SMASH 到到嘴巴,够够力地说..==

第二场,对手还蛮强的,一直 AIM 着我来打,他们应该猜测到我很怕吧~而且他们都有很多暗号,真的是 == 算了吧,也要谢谢我的队友..其实他很厉害,要是他的队友不是我,赢的机率应该很大吧,对不起对不起,只进到 8强 :(


我已不知道用什么心情来诉说了...对不起

单友情 ❤

友情就是友情,就只是单友情 ❤


为什么就不能单单友情,友情不好吗?为什么总要追求,恋爱是自己自讨苦吃奇妙的东西,难道大家都没有经历过吗?那种伤..大家都尝试过, 为何为何??? 为何还要去?

爱情不是简单,我觉得没有爱情不会过不了,小时候, 我们还不是没有恋爱吗?那时候的生活, 不是更开心吗?为什么我们总要把着 '非恋爱不可' 的观念? 为舍???



况且,我对你更本没有任何的感觉 == ,懂我的人都知道我对爱情的观念, 我不爱就是不爱! 无论你再怎么的痴心绝对,也没有可能..你这样做, 只会让我感到反感,很讨人厌!! 你知道吗?就不能这是朋友的要好吗?别让我痛恨你,连朋友都做不成好吗?我不喜欢大家都在我你的面前说到那么尴尬..好吗?我不喜欢不喜欢!! 再这样下去, 我真的会反感!! 我会大发脾气的去面对你!!!

拜托, 解放解放, 你对我的根本不是爱情, 而是一时的好感, 你还不成熟啦 == 是因为你被爱情伤害过, 缺爱的关系吧,我对你的好,只是纯友情,很单纯的友情,别想太多好吗? 请不要再在面子书放一些通过空气让全部人知道你的想法,他们只会在我你的面前嘲笑着我!!!


有钱并不代表你能拥有所有的东西,对不起..❤

希望你能有自知自明,能早点解脱,希望我们还是朋友 :)







最近狂打羽毛球,现在我的手,背,脚,连屁股的肌肉也受伤了 :(

好难受 ==''

加油 ❤

我参加了学校羽毛球比赛,对的, 我参加了, 不是开玩笑的.我参加了''单打''/ ''双打''/ ''混双''.我也不知道为何有这样的勇气,只想到最后一年了,凑凑热闹,去参加玩耍玩耍 :)
可是时间很紧闭,星期二就是比赛了也,我不够时间好好的练习,我的球技一般中的一般,不知道是否有个机会拿个奖牌回家..在中学生涯, 我好像没有上台领取任何一样奖品 == 和小学好大分别...

希望在比赛是, 大家都是抱着 '友谊第一,比赛第二' 的精神



距离考试,是更加一步的紧张,时间真的过的好快啊!我也不知道我的方向应该往哪儿走,怎么样的觉得才是最准确的啊? 我应该如何, 我根本没有心情去温习我的功课,我的预考成绩会是如何?

第一名,还会是属于我的吗? 我慢慢觉得我对自己越来越没有信心了,成绩好像都在退步..多少个A才是真真的成功者呢? 即使我再努力, 我好像只能拥有 5A , 从来没有多过 == , 难道真的要关闭自己吗?每一次的第一名,在背后真的放了好多好多的努力,真的好辛苦,我不喜欢那种感受,我接受不到,这不是我想要的人生啊!为了读书,而让自己的生活有压力,面对书本,眼泪不断夺眶而出..即使大压力,眼泪不断流,也得逼着自己一页一页地翻开..因为我知道,时间不会因为你辛苦而同情你,你只要休息,你就是失败者!


有的人说,读书并不大完,成绩优雅,并不代表以后在社会上会成功..有的人说, 你不读书,以后后悔也来不及了...为什么道理永远如此的矛盾啊?我不明白不明白..人生到底应该要如何啊?我真的在这之间存着好大的矛盾啊 :(





我知道我逃避不了这所有政府定下来的规矩,我知道我该面对 :'(




音乐,喜剧

永远是我的减压方式 ❤

你想怎么样啦？ ❤

我没吃东西，你就把我给痛到剩下半条命

我吃东西呢，你就让我呕的不像人！

我受够你了，我真的我想再过这样的生活，你可以听话吗？我三餐都有在吃，你就乖乖的消化，不要把他呕吐出来了，好吗？


我很辛苦 :'(

请离去.. ❤

竟然有了不信任，
为何还强夺自己对我抱着希望？

我不是以前的我，你也不是以前的你
一个放假回来，全变了
是你，还是我？我不知道...

坦白的一句，你有信任过我这位吗？
与你的对话，我找出了很多很多的变化
当我看见了你的回答，我心疼，不会了

这一切，是因为她吗？
我不敢胡猜！我承认我非常之痛恨她，但我并没有如此的阴毒想陷害她！
从来没有人这样对我！我不会了

看见你与他开开心心的，我就知道事情会不一样了~ 他是个很厉害的女人，我斗不过，我认输！

如果辛苦，何苦勉强自己？
辛苦就放弃吧~


刚看见了我与他曾经的合照，我可以毫不犹疑的酱所有照片通通删除，我好开心，我成功了一大半！😁😁❤

我爱我的单身生活，我大爱大爱！


ψ(｀∇´)ψ

沉默.. ❤

我有多久没尝试过突然沉默，眼泪慢慢的夺眶而出...

一切的原因，我不知
伪在我心中的悲伤，多到自己也不清楚，模模糊糊似的


一切背后默默的压力，有多少人明解？

算了，好吗？
只有自己明白，能拯救自己..


看透了
开朗的我一瞬间迷茫了...

I wish i could live without you .. ♥

• When I close my eyes think of you ♥
• And the time we've had been through ♥
• Even though were for apart right now ♥
• I remember back when you were here with me ♥
• How you've make my world complete ♥ 
• But now I'm left alone ♥
• We talked about love and hope ♥
• Wishing we could start a life our own ♥
• I wish that I could live without you ♥
• Why did you tear my heart apart ♥
• You said you'll love me from the start ♥
• All those painful things you’ve put me through ♥ 
• But I'm still loving you ♥
• I’ve tried to give my best to you ♥

• I don’t deserve the things you do ♥
• Everything has gone to memories ♥
• I just wish I konw the truth behind the lies.. ♥

Please Be STRONG ♥

 i still loving you even i still loving you. but what should i do? what should i do? i so bother about you.. maybe you're right.. we not suit.. our world are diffirent .. Different.. Early in the first, i'm knew we are not suit even we loving each our deep and deep.. my life is normal.. i want a normal life.. your life i can't join it.. It not suit to me.. :'(

 PLEASE.. just endure all thing the.. it will be fine.. i will proof that i could live wihout you .. after a few year.. i will be a successful girl in the life.. i will let you know your way are wrong!! DIRECTLY WRONG !! :@ / :'(  you still childish.. not mature.. out to society work just mean you start your life in the hardship.. not mature!! 

It's okey.. i will endure endure and endure.. i won't reply any your message.. i will delete our memories even i can do it.. DELETE DELETE.. delete the memory that you're not care it.. i'm so tired.. i don't study either side care our relationship.. you so hard, i'm hard you.. Did you know?? i so stress in my examination too.. you got care about my mood?? did you??

I will be strong accept my cruel dicision

i will accept the ending

Destined goodbye, my dear

♥

  

Bird Day ♥

 30/5
my dearest twin cousin's birthday 
we celebrated their birthday at my aunt's club.. we singing singing , drinking drinking =='' i have been force to drinking a lot of beer , going drunk.. but i still enjoying my CHIONG K .. wakaka :D happy birthday ♥

 yesterday was labour day but it was my lazy day and family day ♥

I'm unlike go hang gai with my family =='' because they so trouble , make me so pakcek.. my brother feel it too..  At the 1st , we go eating our breakfast at 萧家辣汤 , Wapiang , i really can't tahan my mother, 6 people other 7 dishes .. when we stop she , she still scolding us '' never mind never mind '' the weather was so hot , still eating spicy pot and a lot of meal , finally , we can't finish it , although we already spam eat eat eat ..




after that, we planing went to jusco for buying blanket and watching a movie.. Unluckly , when we check at online already FULL =='' on the road , there was a lot of car wanted enter jusco .. my mother give up and going to Salak South visit my grandfather and my lovely aunt ♥
At there , we enjoying watermelon cincau ♥ nice :D next , we crazy playing with a stuff ( i don't know what it's call ) but i got post the picture at instragam and facebook .. We really in SIAO situation, we so happy , wakaka 

When I'm playing suddenly received his message , he date me for a movie tonight :D but I'm having a family dinner , so our date fail :(

but when he asking me , I'm feeling excited although i can't attended



after my aunt's house , we went to jusco .. I'm already bought my blanket last year so they looking for they blanket but FAILED  :D haha , JUSCO JUSCO , jusco got CHATIME , so we sure go there buying a chatime ♥ 


after that , we looking for television .. change dwelling place is not a easy thing == a lot of stuff need to buy.. When I'm looking , suddenly i  bit by a person , I don't know who is that , i thought it was my brother , i scoop , finally she is my friend ==  SIAO , hahaha ♥

after jusco we going to another aunt's house again , they date us having dinner together .. on the way , we crazy playing phone '' 打酱油 '' LoL but i pay attention with my iPhone haha 
 after a few minutes , we reached but there are not people in the house == minute by minute , all sleeping in the car , LOL so sweat .. around twenty minutes they reached , we take a rest at aunt's house and chiong K again , haha


After chiong K , we having our dinner at 鸿金 steamboat , there are full of people == sweat , everywhere also full of people , so pek cek :( my aunt siao too , she order more then my mummy , i think got 7 dishes + steamboat (4pax) too , walao , her son still small how can eat a lot @@'' I really give up for my family , all same pattern .. If not finish then BLA BLA BLA 




Finally , after having dinner we're back .. after prepare my school bag and brush my teeth , i think i can sleep on my comfortable bed ..Fxxxx , suddenly I vomited again , Qiu .. >-< after vomit , mestilah stomachache , Finally today i absent to school again








in the morning , i dreaming about you treat me so nicely :D when i dreaming suddenly my phone got a message , I hate it make my dream stop and i'm lazy to pick u the phone, but at the last i picked it up too .. LOL , the message sent by him , yesterday i didn't reply his message (HATE HE)  maybe he knew i'm angry so his sent a message in ENGLISH to me , feeling funny right? haha , A person who don't know enlish sent a english message to me , he typing so funny but i understand and i feeling so happy and happiness ♥

'' KISS YOU MANY MANY TOO ''

SO CUTE :D



sometime , i don't know want angry him or what , when he knew i'm angry he will doing something and make me forgive him =-=''

2/5

Happy Birdday 

my dearest friend ALBERT KIANG ♥

:D

Stress ♥

Recent, I'm feeling so stress..although i'm bathing my tears will drop and drop..Exam killing me badly..LIKE A HELL !! # Fxxx

My eyes swell and swell,I'm so bad,i didn't care my eyes,always made it painful

in the midnight, i always cry alone on my comfortable bed.When I'm crying just a stuff alway accompany me,my pillow ♥

just it wont leave me alone , it always let me hug it , kill it , scold it..and it won't angry

after tired cry, it will accompany sleeping until i'm recover..THANKS :D

A person whose study it's a good student , but it so stress for that person

how can a student got 10 A+? may i know it ?all chapter combine together!! SUCK !! as high as a hill !! think my brain is super large? how can a student remember all the thing? they need a happy childhood, not a evil life lar , adui ==''

Please lah, let's me go .. a hard thing is having a competition with time .. after one week .. exam is coming .. i can't escape it.. if i escape , time won't waiting at me , i knew it.. but i'm so stress , you know?

Yesterday a friends came and find me , we have a same problem..

please lar boy , don't alway just focus on your work , please care your girl ..i know a boy working is a good thing but don't ignore your girl too, they will feeling alone too ♥

when a girl alone , they will started EMO .. and think some that YES or NO .. like a shit

i will recall the memories how the boy hurt me before and HATE it ..!! #angry

okey , but i change my mind.. just let's him go .. he just working.. he so hard too..

i need learning understanding at him, he need my comfort too..♥

yesterday , he told me he need my understanding, he set a target so that he hardworking and reach that target.. he earn  just because he wanted bring me go everywhere with no worries about money :D

Okey, it's fine .. i just grievance .. i will focus at my result at my SPM..

when we successful, our life will be better ♥

I LOVE YOU

♥

just refuel at my mid-year examination

i know the result will like a shit ..==''

   

having my 1st overtime look ♥

(my friend asking me a fool question : did you cosmetic your nose ? Fxx i need my flat nose in high too and i didn't have any brave to do it =='')

Hope ♥

Don't good at a person because you will eventually find such a long time, that person will get used to, then everything you do as is well deserved.

 ♥

It meaningful .. i'm absolutely agree that !!!

Should i feel happy while he will message me or i just look it as usual ?

I don't know.. Should i reply his message ?

Did he really admit or other ?

When you message me what are you doing ? What are you thinking ?

Playing with your friends? Chating with your friends?

Did you pay attention when you message me ?

Did you alone look forward to receive my message?

I don't know.. :(

why you can't send a message that told me what are you thinking about?

don't just message me

'' you still angry with me? ''

'' don't angry at me anymore ok bu ok? ''

'' don't be upset anymore ''

'' sorry ''

i'm did't angry either upset..I'm just disappointed at you, I don't how to explain my mood anymore.. it's can't describe , it's already numbness.. my heart had dead !!

sometimes i will look forward to your hug .. just keep quite and give me a hug.. i need your hug..

If you're love me please take some action to me !!!

don't just standing at the same point

If you feel that you're not a bot that can obey to a girl, u just let's go.. i won't request you stay beside me forever and ever.. If you still beside me , I can feel that I will more toilful to face at you

A girl just need someone knew her , love dearly at her , protect her ..

So hard ? I did't feel it so hard ==''

But I'm sucessful !! ♥

I'm didn't cry at you (expect your grandma that event)

LOVE just a thing that will pass in your life

just a thing as a ANT.. it's not am important, you feeling sad because you're be accustomed at it.. time will bring away all the sad memories

I will treat it as usually , If you take some action that I'm impoertant in your life, i just accept it..

Luckily we're still not a couple.. If not i think i will in crazy situation now !!!

Look forward to my wonderful life ..   ♥

A heartfelt .. I'm really miss and love at you..♥

If i can choose a way , I want you stay beside me

Drinking a drink that made for you but you abandon it on Friday..

Hope we have a realation that will not end ♥

:D

   

Bless ♥

Oh No 

Actually what should i did ? I hope I can give u a warm hug

but can't

why you always don't want to share your grief with me 

i'm worry about you :(

when we are emo-ing

I more look forward to you telling me about the story 

don't just message me that 

SORRY , I LOVE U , KISS , MISS YOU 

I DON'T WANT THAT!!! I just want to accompany with you when u upset

Did you know when u are crying , how about my mood?

I'm crying too..At that moment , I'm badly in need of your coaxing, comfort

I don't want stay alone anymore

you abandon me and stay me alone too many many  

I will recall all the memories that you hurt me 

i will recall the memories that you betray me and find another girl

Did i hate that girl or you ? Whose false ? What the ...RAMDOM

EMO

I'm look forward to your hug, i need you 

Thanks your care,Thanks your LOVE

although you are bothing ,

you still give me a warm message that care about me

I LOVE YOU ♥

0983

hey .. ♥

recently, my mum such as a rich woman ==''

alway fly to other country and leave us alone

too BAD !! :(

yesterday she come back from Cambodia

we celebrate her lover's birthday at AH WET

♥

night,i quarrel with him

when i reach home i just shut down my phone and have a sweet dream 

i had change a lot on the concept

be more cheerful :D

when i woke up in the morning 

i start my phone ,i was surprised ♥

i thought he will sent a lot if rubbish message to me and spam scolding at me 

but the true is he admit he was wrong

and sent a lot of massage that he worry about me , haha (AnShuang)♥

i just my happy ending then enought, other i dun mind 

just stop quarrel and see forward

still got a lot wonderful stuff waiting us 

do not stop when facing some trouble , it's okey :D

thank you

 

my flat hair , finally i cut it 

i just cut my hair when i was unhappy 

when the scissors cuting my hair , my heart pain a moment

i stay my front hair at least half year T>T

and i'm not satisfied with my hair UGLY

should i rebonding my hair ? confused...

最重要..♥

我要求很简单

我只要

你开心  我开心

就是这样而已

♥

身边的朋友们,别忘了挂上你嘴边的笑容

:D

 

玩不起..♥

开心的日子过得特别快

天总是公平的

你有多少的开心,就会有多少的不开心

这次,又是爱情了

曾经,我离开了爱情好远好远

那时的我,的確沒有很快乐,但我却没有很难过

爱情好像赌注

很难赢的所有,所谓十赌十输

这次,我们熬不过了

分分好好

其实我们都已经闷了,我们都不想再吵了

以为大家成熟了,会想了,原来大家都错了

时间可以改变一个人,但不是所有

为了减少你的烦恼,我都不打扰你

 维持一段感情好难哦

你忍我让

我们大家都做不到

算了吧

累到怕了,我玩不起

我投降

♥

因为你的不愿意乘载,我们要别人载

今天去学校途中

我弟弟和2个朋友跌摩托

我心好难受

是我的错

要不是我,你们就不会有事了

对不起

真的好不开心 ♥

 

valentine .. ♥

oh right

valentine is over..for me , it was a normal day

thank you 

thank you for your valentine's present

it's beautiful

♥

A bouquet of doraemon's flower + chocolate

♥

Next

Thanks my lovely xinyi ♥

she send me a doraemon's chewing gum

:)

Next again..

 although my birthday was pass

he bought a Doraemon's birthday cake to me

Thank you

i can feel your intention

My belated DORAEMON's birthday cake.. ♥

 Talking about really, between you and he , i really do not know what happen had going on , i tried to ask about the true , but he does not recognize

i really do not know what can i do right now

Well, i'm still fear when facing him.I scare he will hurt me more and more

So,we just a special friends , he agree too

He told me that he will prove he is turn over a new leaf

Fine , i just let the time to show me, did he really change ?

For you , i had felt that hate on you .Still remember how you treat me before?

It cruel for me at that moment.I can't forgot that feeling

you are the one wrong in our relation , you never feel regret,moreover you still scolding at me and a lot a lot..

so sorry

I do not know how to deal with you 

sorry that i hurt you

♥

just let it be in normal way

Mr.Right?

Doraemon pillow ♥

Doraemon world ♥

 新年期间,比较少和朋友

当朋友问我, 新年时去哪里? 我的心就会很好奇,新年不是都和家人的吗?

每一年的新年我多数都和家人

往年,我是有去表演的,今年比较特别,都和家人

今年有点特别,因为有为先生在年初一时竟然来到我小阿姨家

年初一,当然全家人都会在,所以我全家人都看见他了

我不知道我的小阿姨为什么会这样做

但我要谢谢他,因为他让那位先生第一次有家的感觉

突然觉得我的家人还蛮不错,我的红包书迷也有4个位数 

♥

3/2

我弟弟生日,我和他送了一个钱包给我弟弟

当天,我家有开派对,弟弟也请了蛮多朋友的

补完习,回到家,惊讶了一下,原来已经那么多朋友到了

我和喵咪放下了书包,到厨房一起火渦

有时候,我真的会给他气到半条命(吃东西的时候)

随后,胜也来了
在吹蛋糕期间,大家都欺负我的弟弟
半个蛋糕都在我弟弟的脸上了

她的为人很好,当天的喵咪生病了

看得出她很辛苦,希望他能早日康复

也谢谢她的信任 

♥

4/2

一位我超想念的朋友从中国回来了-[佩纹]

♥

他超正超美的

我们都一同越好到 sushi king 聚会聚会

当天,喵咪也跟随我一起去

6A [2007]

5/2

今天是doraemon world 2012最后一天

我疯狂与我的小叮当

  ♥

那个傻仔知道我喜欢,帮我带上去云顶了

当然我也要谢谢我的哥哥

要不是他,我也不可能上云顶

♥

 我们上云顶的目地就是为了这个

在途中,真的很难为了我们的司机-A kit

驾着手牙车,还要一直赛车

还好遇到一位好心警察,他带我们去 parking

虽然很远但至少好过没有的parking

park 好了,竟然给我们遇到 珍珠的巴士

我们全部跳了上去,乘搭他的巴士,不用走路就能轻轻松松的到1st world

真的好 lucky 

♥

在 1st world 里面有个 doraemon 小小的展览

在里面买了一件衣服和一个奶瓶式的抱枕

♥

随后,我们买outdoor theme park的票

最终才知道,小叮当是不在outdoor的

==''

算了,我们也进去大闹一番

XD

这就是 lc + funny 的小丑叔叔 ♥

 很可笑的是,他们到outdoor玩那些游戏是需要另外付钱的

==''

两个在玩射箭

♥

 随后,我的表弟表妹也上来云顶

跟着我们一起玩

因为360度过山车要在4.30pm才开

所以我们到一旁去休息

拍拍照片 ♥

 哈哈,很搞笑吧他们 =D

咔嚓 ♥

 ^.^ Y

这位先生在发桥,哈哈 ♥

4.30pm 啦

我们都在排队等待 ♥

哈哈

我担心她下次再也不会再玩

所以老早叫他站好,帮他拍张照片作纪念

♥

 他和我表弟

♥

表弟比他勇敢的多

=D

他在很专注的按电话 ♥

玩完后,那个傻仔真的怕到不会讲话了

好好笑哦

 真的很不明白为什么坐摩托那么危险他不怕

竟然怕坐过山车 ><''

可是这是他人生的第一次,算不错了 ♥

接着,我表弟表妹玩 spider man 我们4个人在外面傻傻的等待

我和他第一次的合拍放在网上

♥

有些事情,没必要去解释

清者自清,无聊人要怎么说,我没有办法

如今我对爱情有一样的恐惧

我也不会去说什么爱来爱去,他也如此的赞同

所以一切随缘

这样的关系,真心的,我觉得超好

♥

没有带隐形眼镜的一张,原谅我的眼睛奇怪

我想说

我终于得到了我的小叮当 Touch N Go ♥

虽然我没有进到他的世界,可是知足常乐嘛

=D