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2012年4月29日星期日

Stress ♥



Recent, I'm feeling so stress..although i'm bathing my tears will drop and drop..Exam killing me badly..LIKE A HELL !! # Fxxx

My eyes swell and swell,I'm so bad,i didn't care my eyes,always made it painful
in the midnight, i always cry alone on my comfortable bed.When I'm crying just a stuff alway accompany me,my pillow
just it wont leave me alone , it always let me hug it , kill it , scold it..and it won't angry
after tired cry, it will accompany sleeping until i'm recover..THANKS :D


A person whose study it's a good student , but it so stress for that person
how can a student got 10 A+? may i know it ?all chapter combine together!! SUCK !! as high as a hill !! think my brain is super large? how can a student remember all the thing? they need a happy childhood, not a evil life lar , adui ==''


Please lah, let's me go .. a hard thing is having a competition with time .. after one week .. exam is coming .. i can't escape it.. if i escape , time won't waiting at me , i knew it.. but i'm so stress , you know?


Yesterday a friends came and find me , we have a same problem..
please lar boy , don't alway just focus on your work , please care your girl ..i know a boy working is a good thing but don't ignore your girl too, they will feeling alone too

when a girl alone , they will started EMO .. and think some that YES or NO .. like a shit
i will recall the memories how the boy hurt me before and HATE it ..!! #angry



okey , but i change my mind.. just let's him go .. he just working.. he so hard too..
i need learning understanding at him, he need my comfort too..


yesterday , he told me he need my understanding, he set a target so that he hardworking and reach that target.. he earn  just because he wanted bring me go everywhere with no worries about money :D
Okey, it's fine .. i just grievance .. i will focus at my result at my SPM..
when we successful, our life will be better


I LOVE YOU



just refuel at my mid-year examination
i know the result will like a shit ..==''



   

having my 1st overtime look
(my friend asking me a fool question : did you cosmetic your nose ? Fxx i need my flat nose in high too and i didn't have any brave to do it =='')








2012年4月21日星期六

Hope ♥



Don't good at a person because you will eventually find such a long time, that person will get used to, then everything you do as is well deserved.

 ♥


It meaningful .. i'm absolutely agree that !!!


Should i feel happy while he will message me or i just look it as usual ?
I don't know.. Should i reply his message ?
Did he really admit or other ?


When you message me what are you doing ? What are you thinking ?
Playing with your friends? Chating with your friends?
Did you pay attention when you message me ?
Did you alone look forward to receive my message?

I don't know.. :(


why you can't send a message that told me what are you thinking about?
don't just message me

'' you still angry with me? ''
'' don't angry at me anymore ok bu ok? ''
'' don't be upset anymore ''
'' sorry ''


i'm did't angry either upset..I'm just disappointed at you, I don't how to explain my mood anymore.. it's can't describe , it's already numbness.. my heart had dead !!


sometimes i will look forward to your hug .. just keep quite and give me a hug.. i need your hug..


If you're love me please take some action to me !!!
don't just standing at the same point

If you feel that you're not a bot that can obey to a girl, u just let's go.. i won't request you stay beside me forever and ever.. If you still beside me , I can feel that I will more toilful to face at you
A girl just need someone knew her , love dearly at her , protect her ..

So hard ? I did't feel it so hard ==''




But I'm sucessful !! ♥
I'm didn't cry at you (expect your grandma that event)


LOVE just a thing that will pass in your life
just a thing as a ANT.. it's not am important, you feeling sad because you're be accustomed at it.. time will bring away all the sad memories



I will treat it as usually , If you take some action that I'm impoertant in your life, i just accept it..
Luckily we're still not a couple.. If not i think i will in crazy situation now !!!




Look forward to my wonderful life ..  





A heartfelt .. I'm really miss and love at you..
If i can choose a way , I want you stay beside me


Drinking a drink that made for you but you abandon it on Friday..


Hope we have a realation that will not end

:D





   

2012年4月19日星期四

Bless ♥



Oh No 

Actually what should i did ? I hope I can give u a warm hug
but can't


why you always don't want to share your grief with me 

i'm worry about you :(



when we are emo-ing

I more look forward to you telling me about the story 
don't just message me that 


SORRY , I LOVE U , KISS , MISS YOU 


I DON'T WANT THAT!!! I just want to accompany with you when u upset



Did you know when u are crying , how about my mood?
I'm crying too..At that moment , I'm badly in need of your coaxing, comfort

I don't want stay alone anymore


you abandon me and stay me alone too many many  

I will recall all the memories that you hurt me 
i will recall the memories that you betray me and find another girl


Did i hate that girl or you ? Whose false ? What the ...RAMDOM



EMO




I'm look forward to your hug, i need you 





Thanks your care,Thanks your LOVE
although you are bothing ,
you still give me a warm message that care about me

I LOVE YOU ♥
0983







2012年4月14日星期六

hey .. ♥

recently, my mum such as a rich woman ==''

alway fly to other country and leave us alone
too BAD !! :(

yesterday she come back from Cambodia
we celebrate her lover's birthday at AH WET

night,i quarrel with him
when i reach home i just shut down my phone and have a sweet dream 
i had change a lot on the concept
be more cheerful :D

when i woke up in the morning 
i start my phone ,i was surprised ♥

i thought he will sent a lot if rubbish message to me and spam scolding at me 
but the true is he admit he was wrong
and sent a lot of massage that he worry about me , haha (AnShuang)♥


i just my happy ending then enought, other i dun mind 
just stop quarrel and see forward
still got a lot wonderful stuff waiting us 
do not stop when facing some trouble , it's okey :D



thank you

 



my flat hair , finally i cut it 
i just cut my hair when i was unhappy 

when the scissors cuting my hair , my heart pain a moment
i stay my front hair at least half year T>T

and i'm not satisfied with my hair UGLY



should i rebonding my hair ? confused...