I wish i could live without you .. ♥

• When I close my eyes think of you ♥
• And the time we've had been through ♥
• Even though were for apart right now ♥
• I remember back when you were here with me ♥
• How you've make my world complete ♥ 
• But now I'm left alone ♥
• We talked about love and hope ♥
• Wishing we could start a life our own ♥
• I wish that I could live without you ♥
• Why did you tear my heart apart ♥
• You said you'll love me from the start ♥
• All those painful things you’ve put me through ♥ 
• But I'm still loving you ♥
• I’ve tried to give my best to you ♥

• I don’t deserve the things you do ♥
• Everything has gone to memories ♥
• I just wish I konw the truth behind the lies.. ♥

Please Be STRONG ♥

 i still loving you even i still loving you. but what should i do? what should i do? i so bother about you.. maybe you're right.. we not suit.. our world are diffirent .. Different.. Early in the first, i'm knew we are not suit even we loving each our deep and deep.. my life is normal.. i want a normal life.. your life i can't join it.. It not suit to me.. :'(

 PLEASE.. just endure all thing the.. it will be fine.. i will proof that i could live wihout you .. after a few year.. i will be a successful girl in the life.. i will let you know your way are wrong!! DIRECTLY WRONG !! :@ / :'(  you still childish.. not mature.. out to society work just mean you start your life in the hardship.. not mature!! 

It's okey.. i will endure endure and endure.. i won't reply any your message.. i will delete our memories even i can do it.. DELETE DELETE.. delete the memory that you're not care it.. i'm so tired.. i don't study either side care our relationship.. you so hard, i'm hard you.. Did you know?? i so stress in my examination too.. you got care about my mood?? did you??

I will be strong accept my cruel dicision

i will accept the ending

Destined goodbye, my dear

♥

  

Bird Day ♥

 30/5
my dearest twin cousin's birthday 
we celebrated their birthday at my aunt's club.. we singing singing , drinking drinking =='' i have been force to drinking a lot of beer , going drunk.. but i still enjoying my CHIONG K .. wakaka :D happy birthday ♥

 yesterday was labour day but it was my lazy day and family day ♥

I'm unlike go hang gai with my family =='' because they so trouble , make me so pakcek.. my brother feel it too..  At the 1st , we go eating our breakfast at 萧家辣汤 , Wapiang , i really can't tahan my mother, 6 people other 7 dishes .. when we stop she , she still scolding us '' never mind never mind '' the weather was so hot , still eating spicy pot and a lot of meal , finally , we can't finish it , although we already spam eat eat eat ..




after that, we planing went to jusco for buying blanket and watching a movie.. Unluckly , when we check at online already FULL =='' on the road , there was a lot of car wanted enter jusco .. my mother give up and going to Salak South visit my grandfather and my lovely aunt ♥
At there , we enjoying watermelon cincau ♥ nice :D next , we crazy playing with a stuff ( i don't know what it's call ) but i got post the picture at instragam and facebook .. We really in SIAO situation, we so happy , wakaka 

When I'm playing suddenly received his message , he date me for a movie tonight :D but I'm having a family dinner , so our date fail :(

but when he asking me , I'm feeling excited although i can't attended



after my aunt's house , we went to jusco .. I'm already bought my blanket last year so they looking for they blanket but FAILED  :D haha , JUSCO JUSCO , jusco got CHATIME , so we sure go there buying a chatime ♥ 


after that , we looking for television .. change dwelling place is not a easy thing == a lot of stuff need to buy.. When I'm looking , suddenly i  bit by a person , I don't know who is that , i thought it was my brother , i scoop , finally she is my friend ==  SIAO , hahaha ♥

after jusco we going to another aunt's house again , they date us having dinner together .. on the way , we crazy playing phone '' 打酱油 '' LoL but i pay attention with my iPhone haha 
 after a few minutes , we reached but there are not people in the house == minute by minute , all sleeping in the car , LOL so sweat .. around twenty minutes they reached , we take a rest at aunt's house and chiong K again , haha


After chiong K , we having our dinner at 鸿金 steamboat , there are full of people == sweat , everywhere also full of people , so pek cek :( my aunt siao too , she order more then my mummy , i think got 7 dishes + steamboat (4pax) too , walao , her son still small how can eat a lot @@'' I really give up for my family , all same pattern .. If not finish then BLA BLA BLA 




Finally , after having dinner we're back .. after prepare my school bag and brush my teeth , i think i can sleep on my comfortable bed ..Fxxxx , suddenly I vomited again , Qiu .. >-< after vomit , mestilah stomachache , Finally today i absent to school again








in the morning , i dreaming about you treat me so nicely :D when i dreaming suddenly my phone got a message , I hate it make my dream stop and i'm lazy to pick u the phone, but at the last i picked it up too .. LOL , the message sent by him , yesterday i didn't reply his message (HATE HE)  maybe he knew i'm angry so his sent a message in ENGLISH to me , feeling funny right? haha , A person who don't know enlish sent a english message to me , he typing so funny but i understand and i feeling so happy and happiness ♥

'' KISS YOU MANY MANY TOO ''

SO CUTE :D



sometime , i don't know want angry him or what , when he knew i'm angry he will doing something and make me forgive him =-=''

2/5

Happy Birdday 

my dearest friend ALBERT KIANG ♥

:D